'90 Day Fiancé' Recap: Brandan Reveals Past Suicide Attempt

their relationship is so obsessive. On Monday's episode of, Mary was able to calm down after suffering a panic attack that was triggered by Brandan calling her out on her extreme jealousy, but Brandan broke down as well and shared the troubling reason why Mary is so important to him.Mary and Brandan's obsessive relationship has concerned fans this season, which has continued even after Brandan moved to the Philippines to be with her. After Mary took him to church and scolded him continuously to not look at other girls, Brandan had enough and told her that her lack of trust in him couldn't continue.

Mary responded by having a panic attack and on Monday's episode, Brandan told cameras he felt bad and that he should have confronted her «more gently.» Brandan explained that when he first started talking to Mary online, he was in a dark place.«I was at the point of my life where I was like, done with everything,» he said. «I had an ex who cheated on me. I had a mom who was using.

I didn't feel like I was good enough for anyone, not even myself, and I tried to take my own life.»Brandan broke down in tears and said that was when Mary reached out to him for the first time.«Let's just say it was like the literal definition of a life-changer,» he told cameras. «I clung on so hard. I love this woman, I do — which is why it hurts so much when I feel like I don't have this trust because it brings me back to that state of mind where I'm not good enough and I'm trying really hard to just hold on.»«I want her to say that she genuinely does trust me so that we can be together, married forever,» he also said.