Balita.org: Your Premier Source for Comprehensive Philippines News and Insights! We bring you the latest news, stories, and updates on a wide range of topics, including politics, culture, economy, and more. Stay tuned to know everything you wish about your favorite stars 24/7.

Contacts

  • Owner: SNOWLAND s.r.o.
  • Registration certificate 06691200
  • 16200, Na okraji 381/41, Veleslavín, 162 00 Praha 6
  • Czech Republic

‘Miss Universe amplified my childhood trauma’ – Pia Wurtzbach

MANILA, Philippines — While winning Miss Universe 2015 was a dream come true for Pia Wurtzbach, it also “amplified” her “trauma.”

At her speech for L’Oreal Paris’ launch of “Sayang? No, I’m worth it” campaign in Intramuros, Manila last week, Pia opened up about her mental health struggles, which got worse after she won Miss Universe.

“Hindi madali. I’ve shared my mental health struggles. After I won Miss Universe, I thought that it would be the bandage to all my childhood trauma and all of the rejections,” she said, “but it didn’t! It amplified it!”

“I thought, OMG, eto na ‘yun. I found my purpose! I won Miss Universe and this is it! But every day, I felt I have to keep proving why I deserve to be there especially because of how I was announced as the winner.”

It can be recalled that at the Miss Universe 2015 coronation night, host Steve Harvey first declared Miss Colombia Ariadna Gutiérrez as the winner, and Gutierrez was already wearing the crown and making her winner’s walk, when Harvey retracted the announcement and admitted that he made a mistake, and then clarified that it was actually Pia who won.

While thankful for the new high, Pia confessed that she also hit a new low because of her win.

“I felt that I have to prove that I deserve to be there. It was so hard. I was so hard on myself and I’ve hit a low that I’ve never hit before and I hid it from everybody. And I thought that I found my worth and I thought that people also realize my worth.”

It has been nine years since Pia won, and thanks to the people who guided her through the years, she has been able to address her fears and trauma.

“Over the years since I won Miss Universe, I felt like I always needed to prove to others that I was worth the opportunities that I was worth the chances,” she said.

“It's been nine years now. And what I've learned is that my worth isn't measured by a crown or a title, the number of likes I get on each post or the brands that decide to work with me. These things are fleeting! One day, I won't be this young anymore. I won't be this healthy anymore and maybe I won't have this big of an audience listening to me anymore.”

While winning Miss Universe was a peak in her career,

Read more on philstar.com